Internet Exorcism

This is a true story of the exorcism of my friend H.   Insha'Allah (God willing) I will try to provide the original audio clips and quotes of key events as they developed.

1: BACKGROUND ABOUT H
H is an old friend of mine that I met at University.  We went on 3umrah together with a few other close friends.  Over the past few years he has told me about general struggles he has had with people in his family doing magic and general demonic possession.  H has seen Raqi's and occasionally been exorcised over the course of a few months, however, near the beginning he was visited by some dodgy Raqi's (really they were magicians) who ended up doing more harm than good.   To this day still suffers from multiple demons that seems to be attached to him.  H realises they are there but seems to have accepted it and sees it as something he has to live with patiently.  H performs regular ruqya on himself to combat the effects and has come to learn a lot about this stuff.  H was actually the friend who gave me good advice during my visit to the UK that helped with the exorcism of my wife.  This is the true story of how H finally became exorcised of multiple demons...and one very large one....over WhatsApp!  (We were chatting via WhatsApp because H lives in the UK while I am living in the UAE). 

2: THE WAITING ROOM
A few days prior to this incident, I was mentioning a new technique that my wife and I had learnt by the permission of God which was very effective for exorcisms.  It provided us with a direct insight and way of communicating with the demon during exorcisms.  It is a visualisation technique called "the waiting room" and was instrumental during the exorcism of my wife a few days prior.  I mentioned this technique to H and he was impressed.   Out of curiosity we decided to also try the technique on H himself.  Here is what happened when he did the technique for the first time:

- he visualised an empty waiting room (this actually represents the person's mind)
- there was a snake moving around the floor very quickly
- 3 smaller snakes were near it
- he then realises that the 3 smaller snakes were an illusion from the main snake
-  H recites some Qur'an
- the snake slowed down
- the snake transforms into a lady
- she was tied up in a chair

(Notice the strange eerie sound of "wind" in the background of the audio clip as he explains what happened)
- H feels very tired after doing this visualisation technique
- he says he needs to do the Ruqya bath (salt water with Quran recited over it to bathe in) yet he never actually did it.
- also H has been saying that he would perform the powerful 12 rakaat prayer for days prior to this, yet never did it yet!

3: GENERAL WISDOMS AND CHIT CHAT
So a few days later, H and I were chatting on WhatsApp
H was having doubts about people praying for him on his behalf.  He thought it was not permissible islamically, however I assured him it was:
H: I wasn't too sure I felt good abt her doing it for me [the prayer]
Me: why? u mean [its] better to ask urself? ...I think its ok...if someone asks [God something] on ur behalf
H: [be]cause [I] doubt...if its allowed
Me: the sahabah would ask [the] prophet [s.a.a.s] to pray for them all the time. and it was narrated that if you pray for your parents after they die it raises them [their rank]. so you are praying for them on your behalf.
H: true. subhanallah. ...im not sure if its only [allowed for] family
Me: nahh... we pray for Muhammad s.a.a.s all the time. every muslim should
H: oh yeh. that's true. lol.

H then went on to ask if I used "dead sea salt" when doing the ruqya bath, and then narrating some interesting facts about avoiding areas which have received God's punishment in the past.    I actually learnt that it is not good to visit places like ancient ruins since it was disliked by the prophet s.a.a.s in authentic hadith. 

H then asked me a strange question..
H: ...do me a favour and look into the law of attraction or law of vibration. I have been coming across that recently.
Me: is it a psychology thing?
H: A lot of ppl use it to become successful and that its the universal code or language
M: or do you mean physical thing - like magnets?
H: no. its like the law of the universe
M: do you mean [a] spiritual thing? like positive energy?
H: yeh positive energy... now some ppl use it but wanted to know if it had some significance in islam
M: as for the law of the Universe - I know some things. but only from [the] prophet s.a.a.s. [such as] if you want a longer life, keep the ties of kinship
H: really?
Me: if you want more wealth, seek God's forgiveness
H: subhanallah. ..more
Me: ok - Insha'Allah...gentleness beautifies things...if you want to continue getting provisions make sure you share it. if you keep it to urself it will dry up / run out
H: ok. mashaallah. makes sense
Me: if you do not want God's anger, then avoid getting angry, and if you want to avoid getting angry, get rid of pride (that one is hard to do) - the last one is from prophet 3isa [jesus] a.s.
H: subhanallah
Me: the prophet [muhammad] s.a.a.s said u can get angry - but [u should] control it.  ...pride though - is something that leads to kufr [rejection] and it is minor shirk [polytheism]  - it is the sin of iblis [beliel - the devil]. pride is to make urself a god/something of worship
H: subhanallah. of course. may God protect us from such ailments.
Me: ameen...if you want people to love you...something about don't lust after their things... it means - do not love what they have - and they will love u
H: subhanallah. [share some] for health. or healing
Me: yeah - ok. all harm u feel erases some of ur sins if u are patient. for all sicknesses there is a cure except two...one that afflicts the fornicators and death or old age.  everytime u make dua [supplication] 1 of 3 things happen: 1) it is answered immediately, 2) it is stored up in the hereafter, 3) something bad is averted from you of equal value.
H: subhanallah. yeh.
Me: heres a big secret.  everything is decreed -even if we do good or bad deeds - but only thing we have control over (that our free will controls) is intention. and we are rewarded on our intentions...not deeds
H: subhanallah. really?
Me: yeah - reward and punishment is from intentions
H: How can punishment be from intentions? I never knew that.
Me: ...I can send you the hadith if u like?
H: yeh send it.
Me: ok. hold on
H: ok cool
Me: [http://a3lim.blogspot.ae/2016/06/free-will-vs-fate.html]
Argument:  Fate exists - everything is decreed.

Q:  So why is it fair to be judged and rewarded or punished since we have no control?

Short Answer: 
We are not judged on our actions alone but we are judged by our intentions [1].  This is because the choices we intend are what our free will truly has control over, whereas the outcome of these choices are predestined [2].

Long Answer: 
Our deeds are decreed, but our intentions are not.  If our intentions are inclined toward good, then our reward for the good deeds we are decreed to do are multiplied [2]. If not, we get what was written for us.

This is fair because we are all likely destined to do more sin than good (it is easier to make a mistake than to do good), yet we all have a way to enter paradise by multiplying the reward for the good deeds we do (by our intentions) and thus outweigh our sins.  We may even receive a reward from a sin if our intention was to avoid doing it [2].

Even someone who is decreed to do many good deeds  (e.g. fasting) could incur no reward for those good deeds by failing to have the correct intention [3].  Similarly, someone decreed to do many bad deeds could avoid having them counted against them if they were committed unwillingly (e.g. done while insane or sleeping etc) [4]. 

So the good and bad deeds God has decreed for each of us are more akin to opportunities from which we can multiply reward and nullify punishments based on our intentions governed by our free-will.

[1] "deeds are judged only by intention." 
The Messenger of God (s.a.a.s) said:
“Verily, deeds are only with intentions.
Verily, every person will have only what they intended.
...Whoever emigrated to get something in the world or to marry a woman, then his emigration is for whatever he emigrated for.”
[Sahih Bukhari 54, Sahih Muslim 1907]

[2] The Messenger of God (s.a.a.s.) said:
that God said: “Verily,God has ordered that the good and the bad deeds be written down.
Then He explained it clearly how (to write):
He who intends to do a good deed but he does not do it, then God records it for him as a full good deed,
but if he carries out his intention, then God the Exalted, writes it down for him as from ten to seven hundred folds, and even more.
But if he intends to do an evil act and has not done it, then God writes it down with Him as a full good deed,
but if he intends it and has done it, God writes it down as one bad deed.”
[Bukhari and Muslim].

[3] Prophet (s.a.a.s.) has said: 
"Perhaps a person fasting will receive nothing from his fasting except hunger and thirst."
 [Ibn Majah, Ad-Daarimee, Ahmad, al-Baihaqi, Sahih]

[4] The Messenger of God (s.a.a.s) said:
“The Pen is lifted from three:

1. a child until he reaches puberty;
2. an insane man until he comes to his senses;
3. one who is asleep until he wakes up.”

[Recorded in Abu Dawud #4403, and Ibn Majah #2041]
H: subhanallah. kinda scary.... [be]cause I never knew. some ppl are unaware...regarding doing deeds.

We continued discussing wisdoms and then began joking. then the topic of marriage came up and we discussed that for a while.

4: BACK IN THE WAITING ROOM
Finally, we decided to try the "waiting room" visualisation / thought experiment again. 
Me: ok Insha'Allah. what is your waiting room looking like now?
H: ...my room is greyish. I see it empty and greyish... just empty with a chair and greyish
Me: so interesting. do you see yourself in the room?
H: I see myself as the person in the room... looking at the chair and walls but cannot see myself like I see myself in the mirror.... no one is there in the chair... it's just me
Me: where?
H: there waiting
Me: but where? like - next to [the] chair? standing?
H: in the front of the room...im standing and the chair in front of me...no mirror there...I cant see myself...no door
Me: try imagine urself - zooming out - so you see the whole room from 3rd person view. step outside your body - and see yourself in the room. it is important
H: I see not the back of my head and body...but not the front
Me: ok good. now go back and up - like from above. go back first - and higher so you can see [the] whole room. and then see your body. what is it doing? what do you see?
H: its moving his head left to right
Me: ok. so - what is around? what does [the] room look like?
H: Greyish
Me: ok - make your body turn round - slowly. so u can see your face. describe it.
H: how?
Me: command it. ur intention. this zone is controlled by your intention
H: I see it. its turned around. its like its lifeless.
Me: describe the face
H: white
Me: but is it you? u recognise it as you?
H: so basically my soul is out of the body
Me: u can say that. but - the body is still alive right? it can still do stuff. its just a representation of you.
H: yes if I command it.
Me: good. so - tell your body to point - point to where it is afraid of. with its finger.
H: yes - so I told it to move around...like arms etc. it moved them.
Me: ...did it point?
H: its confused

5: THE GREEN GREMLIN
Me: ok - can you see the whole room? everything in it? ask your body to look around. explore every part. what happened?
H: its pointing everywhere!...like it wasn't doing anything. I read [Quran] and spittled at it. eventually it pointed to my body.... then suddenly outside to a corner of the room and then suddenly to another [part] of the room
Me: can you imagine light coming from your finger? try.
H: as the soul or body?
Me: from the body's finger as it points.
H: With the soul I have a long sword made of light
Me: ok - good. now - tell it to go to the place it pointed [to] and poke it with the sword. see what happens
H: ok. its jumping. its a small amber light...on the wall... and its moving
Me; catch it if u can. saying bismillah. command it in the name of God to reveal itself. so you can ask it questions
H: subhanallah. it was moving fast... then in circles like it was portal jumping. I said that duaa and it couldn't jump. and it transformed into a golem / gremlin. green. dark green. ugly face. skinny.
Me: did you speak to it?
H: I said "reveal". it wouldn't reveal... then it was trying to make my body attack my soul... my soul's hand was on its throat... and told the body "you obey God not him. Go back" and my body went back.... i asked it [the demon]. it wouldn't comply. it was arrogant. so i killed it.
Me: mashallah. now - what happened when you killed it?
H: it went into ashes...like fire ashes
Me: ok - and the ashes - where did they go?
H: in the air...it went up. it didn't go down... and above the light is brighter.
Me: do the same thing to another part your body pointed to until the room is bright with light
H: so above it [is] brighter and the rest is slowly becoming brighter.
Me: great. when the room is fully bright - it is a good sign. so - lets try again
H: ok...the whole top is like a wall and a window combined
Me: yes - that is good - that is where it will go out from Insha'Allah. that is the exit. is it open or closed?
H: it is closed off...but when the ashes went it became transparent and went through.
Me: good. nice - but - we need to check. it seems like there are more. the big one. we need to find it
H: yes i feel [like that's the case] aswell...the body is pointing toward the back wall. and its indicating in the wall. 2 of them. hidden....soldiers of the big one.
Me: ok. now. recite Qur'an first. and dua. and then - before u go to them, make sure ur body is shining bright.

6: MORE DEMONS
(After a while, H came back. He didn't type the rest.  he used audio recorder from now on.)
after he had recited Qur'an and duaa, he said that his body (in the waiting room) started to fight with his soul.  like something was controlling his body
he recited Qur'an and dua on it. 
then something came out of the body.
it had a big black body and beard and white robe.
it went to ashes
then the body affirmed to the soul that it was now fully in the soul's control.

the body then pointed to the front wall.
the soul went to it to investigate.
the body came too and grabbed one demon out of the wall (without having to be commanded directly by the soul). it was helping on its own. 
the body killed one of the demons
the soul grabbed the other and questioned it
the second demon (same like the other - black/green) was saying its name and was a bit hurt
it revealed there was another one.

the soul told the body to get it. it knew where it was and got it.
this one also said its name (Ree..)
it said the one you want it over there..and pointed to a bigger demon
this big demon had wings
the body grabbed it and it was screaming
it looked like a leech with fangs and wings

the soul continued to question the one it was holding. it wasn't giving too much information away but when asked "why are you doing this?" it replied "they're doing it!" like they were servants being made to do this.
it didn't want to become muslim.  it knew it was going to be killed. it wasn't scared of dying. it just thought it was doing its mission.
the soul slit its throat with its sword in the right hand.  it turned to ashes

the soul then went to the winged one that was crying a lot. it was being held by the body.
the soul chopped off its wings  (like black bat-like wings) because it tried to fly away. it held the demon by the head.
it was different from the other ones. it didn't want to talk as much as the other one.  but it said its name was "arra.." or "arkanas"
the demon was hurt and in pain and dying from the recitation of Qur'an
it was spitting as the soul recited Qur'an: fatihah, ayat al kursi, and duaa. several times
it was bleeding blood - but a pussy substance.
the soul grabbed a glass of water from the corner of the room and poured it over the demon. 
it turned to droplets (not ash this time)

the room became brighter.
the soul said to the body "is that it? are u sure there isn't any more? therers no lady in there?"
the body said "no"
so the soul went back into its body.




7: THE WIFE AND KIDS
So H then though the job was done.
but something he said didn't sound right. it sounded like a trick.
He said that 3 of the 4 walls had demons in them: front wall with 2 demons. back wall with 1 demon. etc.
However, he said the wall on the right never had anything wrong with it!  H then described it as being a special wall or pathway!!! 
until now, the body had seemed to avoid this wall.  but after killing those demons, the body seemed to shift toward this right wall. 
as it got closer, a window appeared in the wall.
through the window H saw a lady wearing a wedding dress with 3 children
the body had a smile on its face and it went to it!!!

it became immediately obvious to me that this "woman" was the big one! the big demon.  but H seemed to be oblivious to it!

when i questioned H about this - he began to give some really strange answers that made no sense. answers that were obvious tricks from the demon - but its as if H just believed them without questioning it.  i asked H how could all the other walls have demons but not this wall?
he gave an illogical and contradictory answer about the wall being insignificant at first but later being the place where the body had to move to at the end!!?? 

was my friend's mind actually possessed by the woman demon?

i told H...the room needs to be FULLY bright...take down the last fake wall!!!...his reply seemed a bit 'out of it' ...
"which wall?" he said


8: DISTRACTION TECHNIQUES
What H said next made little sense.  it was stories from his past that he had just "remembered".  it was strange out of body experiences (about being out of this world, going through doors, portals, another dimension, blood, a flying horse, etc)  and he claimed that what we were doing was nothing new - and not effective.  At the time i listened - but by the end it was obvious he was simply stalling for time.  Story after story.  Most of it probably false.  mixed up tales Just to avoid continuing with his treatment.

Caution! Please beware when listening to the next clips.  i think this may not be H who is talking. (I suspect it is the demon -  label thiese audio files  E).  I still get shivers down my spine every time i listen to them.  its possible that there is demonic languages which we cannot hear clearly and that they are attempting to bewitch the listener. so proceed with extreme caution for the next few clips. if you are going to listen i strongly recommend being in a state of ablution (wudu) and make this duaa: 

O God, i seek refuge in Your immense face, there is nothing greater than it
and i seek refuge in Your perfect words, there is no good nor evil person who exceeds them
and i seek refuge in Your most beautiful names, those i know and do not know
from the evil You created, originated and multiplied


...

...i did not include the rest but they were all about similar unrelated stories. 

9: THE BIG ONE
So - the woman claims to be H's future wife and the 3 kids are their future kids. 
i told H to play along.
i also tried using logic to make H realise it is a trick -
i said that if she is your wife, she should be muslim. so ask her to say the shahaada (testimony of faith)

but after he kept telling some more random stories about his past experiences with the supernatural - he said rather chilling statements.
"what do you mean...her name?" (with very long pauses with strange noise in the background)
he said he could see his body in the right wall. (as he said this his voice changed and became slower)
he said he tried dragging his body out of the wall
but the lady was screaming
he then said
"her name is khalila"
"she said the shahadah"
"she must be a muslim then"

but the statements were said so emotionless
so cold and slowly
like it wasn't H speaking


so i realised something weird was going on at this point...and i also warned H that something is going on.  Then H made an excuse that he was very tired and hearing "things" around the room!

i convinced him to be strong and stay focused. 
it was making him feel scared and sleepy to stop because we were onto her
H said that it was "sweating and scared now"
i told H to take his sword of light
he said "i cant"
i told him to recite certain duaa
after he recited the duaa,
he said that he gripped her
and the 3 kids went back inside the woman -
so he realised they were an illusion
and then he admitted she must be the main one
and the others that he had killed were her minions
and that the winged one was a "major" or "senator"

...
but then he began to get weak again - his voice slowed and he was pausing again - with eerie noises in the background.  it seemed like he was going back into a trance
i said "stay strong and focused" .
i said to him to recite alfatihah (Qur'an)
i realised that the best thing to do was start reciting myself and send him the audio file.
as H listened to the recitation - he came back to normal
he said that he had the woman on the floor and he got a rock
and smashed the mirror in the room
and that the Qur'an i had recited for him helped - like a giant speaker in the room!
alhamdulilah
he said that he was still holding the woman down. 
but then she started tricking H again
H started thinking she was muslim
saying "but she's wearing white" (an indication that it has become muslim)
but i said to H
no its a trick
if she were muslim - shed have a hijab on, right?
he said - "yeah your right. it is a trick"
"she hasn't got a hijab on. i can see her black hair... i know that's not her true form"

10: THREATS
Then..H warns me to protect myself because "she is angry"
i was feeling strange things even before he said that and realised there are things in the room.
Roohy (my wife) also said she felt things
she was also seeing faces while trying to pray


it was threatening us! 
i decided to recite surat al baqarah from Quran and send it to H (you can actually hear a double voice in parts.  this happens more later - after ive prayed)
i then went to pray the 12 rakaat prayer
and told roohy to do the same
i made dua that H's demon is destroyed of becomes Muslim and leaves TONIGHT...and that H is protected from anything coming back
i also asked God to protect my family and that anything that comes near us becomes Muslim or is destroyed

(later that night, during Fajr - Roohy said she saw white specs flying around the room.  when she went to sleep she had some demons attacking her and not letting her sleep. that there were things sitting on the bed and things trying to go inside her stomach - but they couldn't due to a barrier.  she woke up and put quran on the phone and speaker.  she made dua and asked God to make the demon small that she could destroy it.  She opened the curtains and the morning sunlight shone in.  Then the demon turned into a fly and Roohy squashed it with her hand.  it was killed.  there were 2 more which got scared.  Roohy said to them "come, come. I'm not getting much sleep so ill fight u right now".  Then she fell back to sleep and had a dream.  the two other demons went to attack her but didn't know what to do. they looked scared. Roohy said to them you can take the shahadah or you can die.  the first one said "ill take the shahadah" and it was a male. allahu akbar it became muslim. then roohy told him about medinah and its sanctuary. it flew off. the second one was a female and also took its shahadah. allahu Akbar. she was 15. she thought she couldn't go to Madinah because she was female. then she stayed and learnt about islam from Roohy.  when Roohy woke up I had returned home from the mosque and she told me what happened)

10: THE WOMAN DIES
I came back from my prayer. 
it seemed God was swift in answering the duaa
H said that while I was gone the woman had become chained to the chair in the room
and that she was dying
he was questioning her
but eventually slit her throat with his sword
and H could feel her crying
also the light from the window above was burning her
it was brighter from Qur'an
she was slowly turning to burning ashes from the light
but...
H said he was feeling so weak and tired

I thought that he would stop!!!
so I recited for him again and as I did I made dua in my heart that God makes this recitation like a burning light for the demon (notice the double voice at certain verses.  it is as if an angel of the Lord is reciting to reinforce it - alhamdulilah)


H said that as he listened to the recitation...
the woman was now on the floor
"first her outer layer was burning"
"like disappearing"
from the light coming from above (the Qur'an)
"then her legs were gone so she was crimped on the floor"
then
"she has now fully dissipated"
from the light above
"i can only see the room and the light"
"i feel kinda strange now"
"she died"
"...her ashes went like flames"
"i pressed on my chest...near the heart area...it [used to] hurt...like a guard was blocking it...[but] when I press [now] I feel no pain"
"the room is full of light and flowers" (just like what happened with Roohy's room - when the demon left)
"like roses and different colours"
"alhamdulilah"
"i feel drained though"
"my shoulders and my back [are] lighter"
"flowers everywhere. like on the floor scattered. bright walls. light."

I told H to go and pray 2 rakaat to thank God.

then when he came back we just looked around the room one more time to make sure it had really gone. we had our doubts. maybe it was tricking him - after all - it had been so long (years) that he's had this problem.  Could one night of internet exorcism really cure it?

H made his body in the room prostrate too and then made dua that he remains protected
"another light appeared but outside of the room. like a shield of light outside of the room"
"and [I'm] not sCared anymore [to get married]..cause before I was worried.but now its like alhamdulilah"

I still wasn't sure. but then God sent me a sign through my wife
she was reading this book - the prophet's medicine
and came across a verse she just read out to me
the verse was 46:25
"it destroyed everything by the command of its Lord..."

تُدَمِّرُ كُلَّ شَيْءٍ بِأَمْرِ رَبِّهَا فَأَصْبَحُوا لَا يُرَىٰ إِلَّا مَسَاكِنُهُمْ ۚ كَذَٰلِكَ نَجْزِي الْقَوْمَ الْمُجْرِمِينَ

My Wife's Exorcism

This was not a dream.  This is the true story of the exorcism of Roohy (my wife).  I will try to relate the events as they happened and provide real audio and screenshots of the conversations as they happened Insha'Allah (God willing). 

1: LEARNING ABOUT POSSESSION

It started when I was watching youtube.  I was watching a clip about "magicians and demons" (see clip above) which showed famous magicians like David Copperfield and Dynamo and their magic tricks.  the clip was making the point that they couldn't have done these tricks without the help of demons.

A video clip in the side panel popped up beneath it about Ruqyah (curing Magic using Qur'an) - by Abu Nadhir (see clip above).  The brother was explaining that most cases are not jinn (demon) possession - but they are evil eye (3ayn) - which he explained should be called admiring eye - since it occurs when people admire something and inadvertently curse it.  any way - he said that real possession had some signs and explained that the first thing to do when realising you are bewitched is to turn to God and ask Him to reveal the cause.   The funny thing is - as he read out the signs - I noticed that Roohy had nearly every one! 

I went to Roohy and asked her to watch it with me - and suggested maybe she had "something" and should check it out.  She denied it.  What made me start thinking it could be true even more is a strange story she told me about her childhood.  She would say that she had an invisible friend when she was younger called "Sammy" and that strange things would happen around the house like light bulbs glowing and popping and her brother having seizures whereby he would scream a the top of his lungs, grab his face and go stiff and temporarily blind! I thought, what If her invisible friend was actually a demon that persuaded her to accept it in - thereby attaching itself to her / possessing her - and perhaps it fell in love.  Realising that admitting it was half the battle - I eventually convinced her to consider it.  She said "maybe". 

2: THE BOOK
anyway - she agreed to pray to God to reveal the source of the magic.  Then she had a dream. in the dream she saw a book she had written as a child.  She woke up and told me about it.  Thankfully she had kept it and brought it to our flat we live in now.  She got it out and brought it with us on our flight to England (we were on holiday and visiting family for the next few weeks).  The video by Abu Nadhir explained that to release the magic, you need to destroy the amulet or writing that was linked to it.  Roohy said her dream revealed that it was the book.  So we knew we had to soak it in water to remove the ink - or burn the paper. 

On the plane I said that I would do ROohy the honour of reading her book before we destroyed it - since she put the effort in to write it.  I tried reading it a few times but it was difficult.  I couldn't concentrate on it.  It didnt make much sense to me.  A girl called Jerry and another girl, etc.  Not my cup of tea.  I was also getting headaches.  I noticed it had funny symbols every now and again.  the colour of the ink used was always changing. and there were funny doodles and numbers scattered throughout.  It was impressive though - the book easily had over 100 pages (about the size of a full a4 pad of paper), fully covered in writing, double sided!  I asked her how long it had taken her to write the thing - its a masterpiece! She said that she woke up every morning to write it - and the story came to her in her dreams. 

3: BURNING THE BOOK
When we got to England, we stayed with Roohy's sister in their out house.  We kept forgetting to destroy the book.  About 1 week in we decided - that's it! we cant delay this any more.  We are doing it now.  So we got the book and tried to get a bowl or tub of water to soak it in - but there were too many pages.  it would take too long.  so we opted to burn it.  We got a pot and lit the stove.  we burnt each page one by one. there were so many pages it took us about an hour to finish it and we had to change the pot 3 or 4 times as it would get full with the ashes.  however, as we burnt it - there were some pages which burnt bright and made the flame really high.  Other pages burnt green!!!  the ashes were pitch black.  We tried burning a normal blank piece of paper to compare and it burnt with a bit of fire, and curled up into grey ashes.  so there was something strange about her book. 

As I took out the first pot of ashes, Roohy said that she heard something in her head talk to her.   It said things like "if you do this - no one will ever love you" and "i was there for you when you had your C-section ...not him (referring to me - I wasn't allowed in to the hospital room during the C-section)".   we were getting a bit spooked so I recited Surah Baqarah from the Qur'an as I burnt the remaining pages.  Roohy said she heard Screaming in her ears.  near the last pages there was one page of scribble!! I remember that the video of Abu Nadhir said that some amulets had scribble - but it is really the writing of the demons!  we finally burnt it all but as I went to throw out the last pot of ashes - I noticed that there were 2 or 3 pieces of paper that had not burnt!  one piece had scribble.  So I took it back in to burn it.  BUt.....they wouldn't burn!!! we stuck it right in the flame - and it remained white - not affected!!!  eventually Roohy did it - reciting Qur'an on it as she burnt it and cutting it up with a knife until it was destroyed. ..finished.  we did it! woo hoo. That night, Roohy had a dream.  she dreamt that there was a door chained up and that a beast was on the outside of it banging and trying to get in!!  I interpreted it to mean that the demon was trying to get back inside her.  I said "whatever you do - don't open the door!" the next few nights we forgot about it - and then another dream.  she said this time -the door was ajar! 

I met a few friends of mine later. One of them had experience with this type of thing and so I told him what had happened. he told me that there are a few days after a demon leaves which are essential to keep doing ruqyah as the demon will try to get back in.  We didn't do that - and so that's what must have happened.  He gave me general advice on how to do Ruqya and some effective techniques like a bath or water with Quran recited over it and salt or certain smells they don't like. I also asked him about my hands.  they were getting very hot at times for no reason.  Really hot.  so hot that when I put it on my brother and he closed his eyes - he could feel when my hand was hovering over him.  I thought it was bad - but he theorised it was a good thing - and that I should use it when doing ruqya - to touch the patient when reciting Quran.  It started to happen ever since I was doing more good deeds, praying more optional prayers, optional fasts, avoiding any sins, etc.

That night, I had a dream myself.  In it I saw Mariam (a.s.). then I awoke for fajr.  I did wudu and prayed. as I finished my prayer - sitting there - halfway back to sleep - I saw roohy come back in the room from the toilet and she went into bed (she wasn't praying because she was on that time of month).  AS she closed the bedroom door behind her, I saw another ROohy - without a hijab - very dark - with long hair - and very skinny.  It looked evil.  I told roohy - do your "quls" (last 2 surahs of quran) before getting into bed.  she did.  then asked why.  I told her what I saw.

4: FIRST RUQYAH SESSION (THURSDAY: LAST DAY IN ENGLAND)
I performed the first Ruqyah session on Roohy. I placed her head in my lap and my hands on her head as I recited Quran.  She said my hands were burning but she liked it.  also things kept distracting us like Fahtima crying (unusual) but we ignored it as our sister in law looked after her. I recited more slowly and powerfully at times and her expression would change (but she didn't notice it - she just claimed that she was thinking if Fahtima was ok).   She said she could feel something moving on her belly so I moved my hands from her head to her belly as I recited.  near the end of the ruqyah I tried speaking to "it" and giving "it" advice (advising it to leave Roohy, etc). The whole thing took about 20 minutes.  There was a slight change in her behaviour.  At first she was quite argumentative, but by the end she was very submissive and calm. we then went to the bedroom (something she would not usually agree to so easily) which was a good sign.  I didn't think that "it" had left her yet - but I thought the Ruqyah had weakened it. Especially as Roohy said she felt sleepy and had a strange feeling all over; lighter and very cold (my friend says that the demon will make the host sleep so that it doesn't have to listen to the recitation).  However, a short time later she went back to her old behaviour; grumpy, snappy, etc - so I knew that it was still there.

5: SECOND RUQYAH SESSION (FRIDAY: BACK IN ABU DHABI)
We arrived back in Abu Dhabi.  I decided that it was time to try the ruqyah bath.  I filled the bath tub and put some dead sea salt in as advised.  I recited Quran on the water and everything was set.  I called to Roohy to come and have a bath in it.  She got angry and started making excuses (she didn't have time, needed to do things, etc).  I said - ok, just come and do ablution (wudu) in it.  It wont take long.  then she got even angrier.  she stormed into the bathroom, splashed the water aggressively and made an angry face (quite scary actually - something dark about the eyes) as she came at me to hit me. she gave one final slap on my face and walked away unremorsefully.  shocked (this was very out of character and unprovoked) I bore it patiently as I knew this must be the demon not wanting her to sit in the water.  I waited for her to calm down and asked her again to come and sit in the bathtub.  She agreed and sat in it.  But after about 30 seconds she started making excuses like "the water is dirty" and got back out.

6: THIRD RUQYAH SESSION (SATURDAY: A FACE IN THE MAT)
Roohy lay down and put her head in my lap again as I recited over her.  I learnt that If I tap with my forefinger (as you do during prayer - making a fist and then sticking the forefinger out and moving it back and forth to "hit satan like an iron rod") it is effective and the demon doesnot like it.  Again we made the Ruqyah bath with salt and roohy stayed in this time - but only for about 20 minutes (it was supposed to be about 1 hour at least).  At first she became angry and didn't want to submerge her head fully under the water (she claimed she was scared of water) but after she did it she calmed down. she submerged her head a few more times and felt really weak but better (she said she had a feeling of "hope").  She eventually asked to get out before the full time was up making some excuse (that she wanted to pray 3isha' and wouldn't have time).  initially I refused but then subsided with her thinking that we could always do another and that Fahtima needed her attention (she was crying).  As soon as she got out she said she heard it laughing in her head. She said it then began to give her compliments and started making her feel guilty for hurting it. It played her a childhood song (by Prince - the most beautiful girl in the world) to make her believe that it was in love with her.

After the bath, Roohy prayed the 12 rakaat prayer (a prayer that is performed when you wish to ask God for something and almost certainly have it accepted).  She did it to pray that the demon was destroyed!  As she was praying she said she could feel a presence standing across the room watching her pray - trying to distract her.  She warned it and continued praying.  On the final ruku of the prayer - just before she would make her supplication (dua), she saw a face appear in the prayer mat! as clear as day.  a face of a little white boy! like a portrait on the prayer mat.   first the outline appeared, then the hair, then the eyes... the demon was trying to distract her...but she looked away and completed the prayer. 

During fajr (I was at the mosque nearby waiting for sunrise).  She messaged me to say that she felt hypo and very hungry.  She was still weak the entire next day and said she felt like she had been in a fight and punched up.  She also dreamt that she was beating it up and overpowering it.

7:  THE WAITING ROOM
We went out for the first time since getting back in abu dhabi.  We went to Red Lobster at Wahda Mall.  Roohy began telling me that she had prayed that God removes or destroys the demon TODAY in her 12 rakaat prayer!  I thought - wow - usually these things take a long time. that's a bit impatient! however, somehow we began talking about life being like a waiting room.  Then we both imagined waiting rooms.  I saw mine as an empty interrogation room - 4 grey walls with a 2 way mirror on one wall and a red door.  A wooden table in the middle and a chair.  empty.  only me inside - and I was filled with light - like an angel! I had wings and the light was blindingly white - alhamdulilah (praise God). However, when roohy imagined her room - something strange.  She pictured a white hospital waiting room.  Nothing in it but chairs in the middle.  in it was her...and an old man!??!   We quickly realised that this visualisation technique that we had stumbled upon was a way to peer into our own selves.  the rooms were our minds.  however, there was only meant to be us in there.  Roohy could see the demon in there as an old, bald, white man, sitting crossed legged, reading a newspaper.  I asked her to communicate to it - ask it some questions.  she did - and it answered some of the questions.  We learnt that it had been in there since she was a child and did not want to leave.  When she asked it to leave it would say no.  when asking for its name - it would not answer - but false names were appearing in Roohy's ear - like Sammy, Peter, John, Lincoln, etc...it simply would not give its real name.  Sometimes it would change into a young boy to make roohy feel sorry for it.  Othertimes the old man. Roohy asked it why it was inside her - it said it loved her - but when pressed further - we found out that it had a "master" (a magician) who had ordered it there.  we asked if ROohy knew this "master" and it nodded.  It said it feared the master and could not leave.  it refused to say anything about the master - who it was or their name etc.  It simply went silent on the topic - like it was afraid to talk about them.  When roohy said the adhaan (call for prayer) the room would be empty and the old man would disappear - but then it came back after.   She asked where it went - and it said hiding in another part of her body.  We asked why it would hide.  it said that it feared God.  We said who do you fear more, God or your master - it said its master. it would not leave the room.  Every time roohy tried to go and touch it - she couldn't get near.  Roohy also tried imagining angels taking the demon out.when she did that - 2 black angels appeared in the room and seemed to throw the old man out the door - however, when roohy looked back at the chair in the middle - the old man was still there.  It was a trick.  They were not angels - but the demon's tricks.

8: FOURTH RUQYAH SESSION (MONDAY: DEMON BECOMES MUSLIM!)
We went home and sat in the bedroom to continue with ruqyah, reciting Qur'an and more questioning (this time I asked ROohy to visualise the waiting room while we did the Ruqyah session so that she could see what happens to the stranger in the room).  Here is what happened next:
- I put my forefinger to her forehead. she jerks. "huh". and shook her head.  she got spooked. 
- I started tapping her forehead with my forefinger (my hands feeling hot).  she said an evil face appeared to her and it said "stop it stop it" it didn't like it.  yet it still wouldn't agree to leave.
- I called the Adhan (call to prayer) in her ear.  She said the demon ripped its skin off (of the old man) and revealed a small creature within the man that appeared like a gremlin.  It seemed to not like it and was running around the room in pain. 
- We asked it to leave again. it said it wouldn't.  then we asked it to become muslim (self surrendered to God).  It laughed and said no.  We asked it for its name and then began to say something.  It seemed to be writing something and its hands were shaking.  Was it really giving us its name?  or perhaps it was a delay tactic.
   
- I recited some Qur'an regarding the hereafter, hellfire and paradise.  I warned the demon directly that what it was doing was wrong and that we all die - its master will die, it will die, roohy and I will all die. And we will all have to be judged on judgement day for the actions we do in this life.  so I said to it to do the right thing.  I then read a supplication (dua) and made a bit of spittle on Roohy.  Roohy said that it remained silent, looking solemn and nodded to say it understood what I was saying to it.  it seemed to be reflecting.
- my friend had informed me that there are angels in mekka and medinah - and said to advise it to flee there if it was afraid - and that they would protect it.  I told this to the demon. Roohy said it replied that it didn't believe me and thought I was lying. 

- By now the demon transformed into a small racoon - "like the one in Madagascar". I then began to recite again.  it covered its ears with its hands Roohy said.


- We then went into the bedroom - where there were no images.  Roohy said it would be better there because something makes her not want to go in that room.  I made a few recordings there but they came out without any sound! Just interference!!!

- It then said it would not tell us anything anymore. it wasn't happy. Roohy said it was because we were in that room. I recited more quran while holding my hand on top of roohy's forehead.
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- Roohy told me that it had transformed into something black with wings.  and it had become smaller. really small.
- my hand was really hot.  the waiting room was filling with light where my hand was positioned. 
- also Fahtima began to cry a lot - like crazy - as if to distract us (it was saying to her - you should hold her - cuddle her)
- it then got smaller and turned into a little moth

- I took a rest.  started sprinkling ruqya water around the room (it had been next to the Qur'an speaker).  every time I did so the speaker would squeak - like interference - only when I sprinkled.  I felt shivers down my back as I did it. I even heard something fall in the other room.
- Roohy said we should open the windows!??
- I went back to reciting quran over roohy. She said she saw the moth flying around the room.
- I told her to catch the moth and squash it - bi idhnillah (by Gods will) but she said it was too high
- the light got stronger.  Roohy said it was killing the moth.  but Fahtima's crying was becoming louder and more intense. so I stop.  but then she calms down.  and just as I make the intention to begin reciting again - she screams at us.  each time!
-the moth fell to the ground.  she stepped on it and said bismillah (in the name of God).
- the light was disintegrating its body. she said the light was coming down like beams and burning it
- the old man's body was in the seat - but not alive - just a shell.  it too was disintegrating.
- then a pig appeared.  Roohy pointed at it and recited too.  It turned to gloop.
- Then a man appeared!!!  a man dressed in bright white! in the corner of the room!!  very white - piercing blue eyes, blonde hair.  it was smiling at her - but in a good way. as if it understood.  At First I thought it was an angel - but then we realised it was the demon! had he become muslim??? it had wings.  it doesn't feel scary any more. I welcomed it to islam.  said salam.
- it started crying and so did Roohy!
- had it converted?? or was it one last trick??
- we asked it to testify its faith (the shahadah)
- it wouldn't repeat the shahadah - it was trying but we couldn't hear it - so we continued reciting.
- as I recited - it prayed, bowing and prostrating
- in my heart, as I recited, I asked God to destroy it or make it muslim and make it leave.  Then...the moment I said that - Roohy said that it did!
- it said the shahadah!!! - immediately it grew a beard.  it was a young man in white with a big beard now and wings. 
- it then flew up out a window of the waiting room - a stain glass window - that was shattered - it left the room!!!! it went!!!
- the first thing ROohy wanted to do was go and pray.  Her face was bright.
- as she was praying, I opened the door of the flat to let it leave - fahtima's eyes followed it out and we felt like it said good bye - then fahtima calmed down and stopped crying.
- but we wanted to be sure.
- after she prayed I asked her to check the room. she was afraid to check it incase it was still there - but she checked.  The room was empty.  the stain glass window fixed with light coming down.  the demon wasn't there anymore.  she said it felt brighter in there.
- Roohy said she felt different.  she felt lighter.  and her face was still glowing. she said that she doesn't constantly hear voices in her head now and that she doesn't feel scared all the time anymore.  that she just feels happier and that its more empty, calm.  Fahtima also cheered up! 
- one thing Roohy noticed a big change in was the colour of her eyes!  she would always complain that my eyes are a light brown whereas hers were a very dark brown - almost black (and when she had those scary faces occasionally - the eyes would be very black).  however now, she comes in happy from looking in the mirror to say that her eyes are a light brown.  her pupils are small and the eyes look normal now.  ligher.




- the next day - i check with ROohy her waiting room.  it is still empty and light still pours down from the ceiling window.  also, the room has become round and is no longer square.  ROohy tells me that she had a dream - she had henna all up her arms.  I interpreted it to mean we should celebrate!

mariam (a.s.)

I was in a field. then I was standing, doing something like chopping vegetables, when a lady standing fairly far away was talking with me.  She was dressed like a muslim, hijab, long dress.  it was all dark navy blue with small white polka dots.  she was fairly tall for a lady, slim and fair skinned.  I knew she was very pious.  she was the type of sister who you could tell doesn't usually talk to men.  I felt honoured that she was talking to me.  she kept her distance though and asked me if it was alright to come nearer / talk with me?  I then turned to a window to my top right and saw my wife's face - ROohy - and asked her if it was alright?  Roohy kinda signalled that it wasn't alright.  so the sister walked away but came passed me and handed me a fruit she had prepared. It was a purple fruit, like a plum, with the skin peeled and the seed/s in the middle cut out with a triangle.  I felt like that was a lovely gift and that she was very kind and motherly.  - she was Mariam (a.s)         

Angels

Ruth had died. she had a heart attack.  I remember they said that there was bruising around her chest.  I remember being shocked by the news. I thought she was still relatively young to have died (40?). I reretted that I had not spoken to her more. So I was transported to the work office (back in time?) where I could greet her before she had died.   She was with two or three other people.  I greeted her and them.  Then one of the people left and I spoke to him.  But he acted strangely.  He was amazed at me.  He could see me in my true form.  Like a soul of light.  He wondered how I could be here or why I was visiting.  I then touched him on his shoulder - but I realised that would trigger something.  Sure enough they knew I was somewhere I shouldn't be. 

We were on the main road in a minivan, it was night.  THen an arcangel came down from the sky and landed to the side of the mini van.  He was in the form of a tall, strong man with a sword and red cloak.  Then 5 or so others landed and formed a blockade across the road.  They were different colours.  one red, one green, one yellow, etc.  They stood there in a line.  all of a sudden they transformed into large birds of prey or dragons.  each of their mouths opened at the same time and dropped all the way to the ground.  They were like beaks. 

social gathering

I was in a house.  In one dark room were my parents with some friends.  I walked into the room.  There were about 7 or more people including my parents.  They were sitting and having a discussion. As I entered the room I went to shake each guests hand.  First my fathers old friend, the janitor of the school he used to work at, Steve. Then the others whom I didn't recognise.  The final one gave a rather limp handshake.  I noticed small details as I was shaking their hands and greeting them.   They were old men.  Some were wearing red shirts with the Kings University emblem on.  They were carrying books with some alcoholic beverages.  Bottles of wine and liquer.  They looked as if they were from a debate society and they were conducting a gathering to debate a topic.  It was more a social gathering as well as a debate / discussion.  so I didn't want to be rude and ask the one talking - plus I didn't think he would be able to explain it to me clearly since he looked slightly drunk.

I sat down next to my father and listened to their discussion.  I asked my father to fill me in on what they were debating.  He explained that a word must keep its shape (same number of letters) and be transformed (change the letters) but keep the same meaning.  But he also said that the debate was how this was impossible.  So I said to him, what about "carpet" and "rug"?  They have the same meaning (however they have different shapes).

My father introduced me to one of the guests, the smartest of them all, so that he could explain the topic to me more clearly.  Before he explained it I said to him, "let me explain what I understand first" and I said "it is impossible to have a word with the same number of letters be changed to another word with the same meaning"(or something to that affect).  The man replied "wow. you are bad at interpreting dreams!"   I said "no, I'm just repeating what I was told!"  However, I was thinking I understood what he was getting at.  That one needs to think more creatively when interpreting dreams, and not simply repeat what they have been told.

Shot!

I was in the top of a tall building.  There was a dinner party and all my school friends were there.  I remember Sofia suddenly walked out of the window!!! I remember being shocked thinking that she was the least likely person to commit suicide. 

I then left the party and walked down to the bottom of the building and left the building.  Just as I left the ground floor of the building collapsed and the building was 1 story shorter.

As I was walking down the street, a police car drove ahead of me and blocked off the street further down.  Police officers then started arresting people who had come out of the building.  We were mainly university students. 

One police officer came up to me and started putting me in handcuffs.  I then noticed another car drive up by the side and a man with a gun sitting in the car! I got down on the floor instinctively.

The man in the car began shooting and the police officer ran a bit and then got down on the floor too (but didn't start shooting back!!).  Everyone else around got down on the floor. My face was facing the other way, I couldn't see the shooter.  I could hear them shooting and people getting hit! 

I was waiting to be killed.  I felt one bullet skim the top of my calf and then another skim my arm.  I remember thinking the third bullet would hit me in the head. I then woke up

The UK Scorpion

There was a massive scorpion crawling up the shoulder of someone. It was about the size of a forearm and had a hard shell coloured blue and red.  It looked very dangerous and I was thinking it may kill the person. So I took an empty Fanta bottle and knocked the scorpion off. It went flying and fell on its back.  It couldn't get back up and was wriggling.  People stood around it looking closely. I kept a distance thinking it was still quite dangerous.  It started to making a hissing sound like steam being released from a pressure cooker.  Every time it would hiss a small mouth on its belly would open revealing a fang.  I wondered what it was doing.  A voice replied that it was shedding its skin!

Interpretation:
The scorpion was a dangerous enemy
Its hard shell representing the logical, safe character of the person
The red & blue symbolised that the enemy is from the UK
It was later realised that this person was my school principal.  A cold, logical yet conniving man from the UK fearing for his job to the extent that he would try to get people fired from theirs.
I knocked him off someone's shoulder and he turned upside down to reveal his vicious nature to all around.
This happened as I helped my friend, Ahmad, who was the target of the principal's attacks by writing a strongly worded grievance letter to the school's board of directors.
Later the director shouted at the principal about all the complaints they had received about him.  He was transferred alhamdulilah